I am one to jump head first into a new life. As soon as I have a vision of what I want and where I want to be I do what I can to get there. It’s hard to remind yourself that this big transformation will take time. A new person doesn’t just appear over night. Continue reading
I am the absolute worst for this. I have the best of intentions I am interested in everything, want to do everything, commit to everything-then ultimately have to let others/myself down or at least not do the best that I could have done. Continue reading
As a uni student I didn’t exactly have much money, this guy took me to a really fancy restaurant. Which was nice of him but at the same time I went into the restaurant knowing that I couldn’t possibly pay my share. I’m very much of the opinion Continue reading
All through my teen years I spent hours of dreaming about moving away from home. I would take my family to some place where no one knew me and I could start over. Where i live isn’t exactly a small community, but somehow Continue reading
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the masks we all wear daily. Asking myself who have I really seen and who has really seen me? How can I let people see what’s beneath the surface, what’s underground.
These masks we wear can be both a deception, but also protection. I don’t wear a mask to be fake Continue reading
Trusting is a hard thing for me. I am instantly wary of everyone. It takes a long time to earn my trust. It’s more than that though. I’m sceptical of any new people in my life. It’s getting better but often I will have had a great conversation or have a great time with a new person and I think Continue reading
Sometimes we all go through life a little too fast. We want results now. Success, in most cases takes time. I often have to remind myself of the achievements along the way instead of focussing on the end goal. Continue reading
Some people think I’m rash, some say I’m brave. I’m not too sure which to be honest. Maybe a bit of both?
Since forever, but particularly since leaving school I have felt lost. Free-finally not having to go to the hell which was school. Yet, I felt trapped by my freedom. Continue reading
Of course I forgot what my interests were.
The hardest part of auditions in my opinion is the interview. I tend to carry myself well in terms of my voice and body language and seem to know what I’m saying yet when I come out there is a list of things that I could have said that would make me much more appealing as an applicant. Continue reading
In 6 weeks time I will be starting my journey with the National Youth Theatre of Great Britain. After a couple of auditions I got my offer to study on their three week intensive senior acting course this Summer.
I am buzzing. When I got the email it was confirmation yet again of what I want to do with my life. I had never felt that excited about anything before. Continue reading