Sometimes he SHOULD pay

As a uni student I didn’t exactly have much money, this guy took me to a really fancy restaurant. Which was nice of him but at the same time I went into the restaurant knowing that I couldn’t possibly pay my share. I’m very much of the opinion Continue reading “Sometimes he SHOULD pay”


All through my teen years I spent hours of dreaming about moving away from home.  I would take my family to some place where no one knew me and I could start over.  Where i live isn’t exactly a small community, but somehow Continue reading “Home”


Trusting is a hard thing for me.  I am instantly wary of everyone.  It takes a long time to earn my trust.  It’s more than that though.  I’m sceptical of any new people in my life.  It’s getting better but often I will have had a great conversation or have a great time with a new person and I think Continue reading “Trust”


Waiting on life to start

This might not be ideal

It might not ever come

The future’s so surreal


Just take some action now

This shadow makes you numb

It’s your life take control

The best is yet to come


Laura Joan xx




The Cage

Some people think I’m rash, some say I’m brave.  I’m not too sure which to be honest.  Maybe a bit of both?

Since forever, but particularly since leaving school I have felt lost.  Free-finally not having to go to the hell which was school.  Yet, I felt trapped by my freedom. Continue reading “The Cage”

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